Tuesday, June 29, 2010

honey i'm leaving town

selamat tinggal peradaban
selamat tinggal kasur empuk kenyamanan
selamat tinggal teman-teman sayang

SAMPAI BERJUMPA SEBULAN LAGI! :D

Friday, June 25, 2010

mesin penenun hujan


"Merakit mesin penenun hujan, hingga terjalin terbentuk awan
Semua tentang kebalikan, terlukis, tertulis, tergaris di wajahmu

Keputusan yang tak terputuskan, ketika engkau telah tunjukkan
Semua tentang kebalikan, kebalikan di antara kita

Kau sakiti aku, kau gerami aku
Kau sakiti, gerami, kau benci aku
Tetapi esok nanti kau akan tersadar
Kau temukan seorang lain yang lebih baik
Dan aku kan hilang, ku kan jadi hujan
Tapi takkan lama, ku kan jadi awan

Merakit mesin penenun hujan, ketika engkau telah tunjukkan
Semua tentang kebalikan, kebalikan di antara kita"

frau - starlit carousel

his words of wisdom

"I love you without any understanding of what we are,
it's just me who understand that
love never meant to be understood."

Muhamad Robbyansyah, the closest friend of mine

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

piece of my right brain







I'm feeling like.. an award winner.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

tempat berlindung di hari tua, tempat akhir menutup mata.



Hey folks,

among those 12 outermost points of Nusantara,

I'll be in Tanjung Dato, Kalimantan Barat, for a month.


I'll be there for my duty in kuliah kerja nyata UI 2010, with only nine other fellows from UI.

we split in two groups, consist of five persons each.

super-luckily, my group is chosen for doing the most interesting core program:

menggali wisata bahari, wisata alam dan budaya! yeyy :)


we also have eight routine programs, and I’ll be in charge for “bernyanyi, mendongeng, dan bermain permainan tradisional” and “kesehatan lingkungan (termasuk pembuatan pekarangan) dan KB untuk lelaki” program. what a work!


my senior said there's no signal at all in Tanjung Dato,

Telkom, even PLN never reach them.

but I hope it won't be a big deal since I know how wonderful this journey will be.


I thank God that most of the people in Tanjung Dato are moslems,

yet I still don't know whether I should use jilbab there (like in sabang) or not.

at least they don't drink minuman keras as in other destination of KKN, like Pulau Miangas,

or have some "orang moro", people which can literally disappear, like in Pulau Morotai.

Still, like everywhere in Kalimantan, the mystical culture in Tanjung Dato is still strong,

so I should give full attention of my attitude.

wish me best luck and experience, folks ;)


one of my best buddies said he's worried about my trip,

for he heard the news about big earthquake in Biak, about 7.6 richter,

and he wants me to consider that before I leave.

yes dear friend, I’ll take care of myself.


FYI there, Malaysia takes our natural resources over and over again.


I know this is what I want,

I wanna do something real for my Indonesia.

I’m taking a baby step and this is where I start.

It’s not going to be easy, but I know it’s going to be worth it.


for I live I take risk and I learn.


Friday, June 18, 2010

hello again

I'M SORRY MY BLOG I'M NOT WRITING YOU REGULARLY
PLEASE DON'T FEEL FORGOTTEN,
CAUSE I DO THINK ABOUT YOU (FOR A FEW TIMES)
I MISS YOU MUCH SO I THINK I'LL WRITE YOU AGAIN IN A MINUTE

WAIT UP, MY DEAR BLOG. CUP